abc family matters

I am empty
I really havenapos;t been able
to write.
I stare at blank pages for hours.
Waakkkeee UuuupppPP.
Iapos;m still figuring out
how to adjust.
I have to fit the pieces together
and make it work.
This whole life thing, I mean.
Thatapos;s all it is.
Ne?
It might be bad to say
but I donapos;t think
I can be truly happy
without my music.
And I havenapos;t been able
to make any
in over a year.
Though I know thereapos;s
a reason
a meaning
for it.
I just donapos;t know
how much longer I can stand it.
Please, come back.
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